<sup>::LIFE
Come visit me!!!
It might take me a while to see you though, so please be patent
#APCxForgotten

Oh and check out
#KiyirasLair
while your at it! Or I might have to hurt you.

So anyway, not lots is going on. I've actually started a Graphic Novel. I don't know what to title it as yet, but Ill figure it out later. It's taking me a while to finish the first page because every time I work on it my computer shuts down on its self and I loose all my progress on the page. Then I get really pissed, so I'm kinda dreading to work on it anymore. But I know I gotta, don't worry, I will.

And I feel like shit right now! Psyically and emotionally. It's been like this for the past week or so. My head hurts, and I cant get more then one hour of sleep [give or take 10 min] at a time. So I haven't been able to sleep much. My nose is all runny, but at the same time I know I can't be sick because Im not coughing, shivering, sore, or anything. And dont try to tell me I am! Cause Im not!
Emotionally, I'm just dead... I don't really feel like talking to anyone, I want to be left alone. I actually WANT to stay cooped up in my house all day right now, and Im normally trying to get out of this place.
The phone rang a few times and I got pissed at it [noise] and turned the damn thing off >:I
I dont know whats wrong with me. I'm more bipolar right now then I normally am. Cause I'll get happy or something, for like 2 sec and then suddenly be pissed for no reason. And I keep snapping at my friends ]:
I try not to though, I just keep getting really irritated with people. Sorry if I say anything and seem to be a little rude.
Someone please just put me down now and shoot me.
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::UPDATES
I wont be online very often

TRADES: Closed
REQUESTS: Closed
Commissions: Closed

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::TO DO LIST
On Hold

1. Gift: Design and make Corymorbid a Ref Sheet -Im gonna start it soon
2. Trade with HonouTenshi: Picture of she and Blazer-Flamewing's characters together
3. Paid Request: Picture of TheAssassinsCreed's character Xamiin in anthro
4 Trade: A picture of Kageh's character in Dragon form
5. Trade: A picture of Viterai's character and mine -working on it
6. Trade: A picture of my sister Konamii's fursona

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::MY HOMMIES

Sister:


Brother:



Buddies, IN NO ORDER:




note: If I forgot you, I am very sorry! Please let me know

Fav Artists:


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::WHATEVER CRAP

Yeah...</sup>

<sup>::LIFE
Come visit me!!!
It might take me a while to see you though, so please be patent
#APCxForgotten

Umm... Not much lol. Tryign to catch up on my art. And I'm actually gonna start a graphic novel, for real this time. I'm not sure about the name yet.
I wish I had more to say D8

... I saw Prom Night!
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::UPDATES
I wont be online very often

TRADES: Closed
REQUESTS: Closed
Commissions: Closed

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::TO DO LIST
On Hold

1. Gift: Design and make Corymorbid a Ref Sheet
2. Trade with HonouTenshi: Picture of she and Blazer-Flamewing's characters together
3. Paid Request: Picture of TheAssassinsCreed's character Xamiin in anthro
4 Trade: A picture of Kageh's character in Dragon form
5. Trade: A picture of Viterai's character and mine -working on it
6. Trade: A picture of yukihiyou's character [link]
7. Trade: A picture of my sister Konamii's fursona

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::MY HOMMIES

Sister:


Brother:



Buddies, IN NO ORDER:




note: If I forgot you, I am very sorry! Please let me know

Fav Artists:


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::WHATEVER CRAP

I got tagged by 8D

+Directions: Answer these questions about your OC [fursona/persona]

1) What's your character's name?
She has a lot of names lol. But a lot of people know her by Zilli=

2) How old is he/she?
14 in human years. Much older in her years lol

3) Is your OC a boy or girl?
female

4) What's his/her race?
Demon goddess [shape-shifter]

1) If this character were to suddenly become part of the real world, and ended up in a heavily-populated area, how many stares would he/she get?
Well, seeing as Zill can change into any creature, shed look like a human... But the way she'd dress might get her a few looks. She'd appear to be a some what gothic alternative teen making a statement. And the way she'd act would surely bring in some attention lol


2) Is your character considered normal in his/her own world?
Well, not really. Shes a Goddess... Thats a DEMON. Most gods dont like the idea of that much so no. But she's normally alone some place in Forgotten [the place she created for herself]
And there, no one things she's very weird... Just a little different


3) What would be his/her most recognizable feature(s)?
Her black halo, two sets of white wings, neon tongue, the acid spit lol, and vivid red fur. Lmao, you can't miss her!

4) Would you consider your OC as attractive?.
lol, ask Anjah [corymorbid]
But yeah, she's cool


+Personality

1) Temper?
Not well... She get pissed off at the littlest things... And it's not hard to get on her bad side either. She's trying to work on that temper of hers tho

2) Does your character ever get depressed?
Often... She's kinda emotional; bipolar really

3) Leader or Follower?
Leader, theres no doubt. She hates following after other people and would prefer make her own path

4) What is the main aspect(s) of his/her personality?
Zill is a little 'out there'; a bit loony lol. If you can get her to open up to you, you'll find she's a pretty compassionate, loyal friend. But has a tendency to get lazy and be a little mean at times, even tho she loves you lol. But in general, Zills hyper and always getting into stuff lol

+History

1) Did your OC have a family of any sort? If so, are they still alive?
Yup. Lots...


2) Is your character out on his/her own? If so, why?
Nope. Zill has a lot of friends to turn to if she needs them. Though sometimes she likes to escape to her world Forgotten to be alone. She likes to be alone at times.


3) Has he/she encountered any traumatizing events?
Yeah, I dont feel like explaining atm tho

4) What was probably the best time in his/her life so far?
Hmm... When she got her freedom

+Romance

1) Single?
Kinda. Cause she has a lover, but I don't think they're together

2) Has your OC developed any romantic relationships?
Yeah

3) Virgin?
Zill is not a virgin I don't think lol

4) Does your character like flirting?
With Anjah

+Symbolism

1) What animal would you associate your OC with?
Anything, cause she's a shape shifter. But most often a dragon or wolf

2) Musical Instument?
Drum set or keyboard lol
Though she loves the sound of a guitar

3) Element?
Out of al the NORMAL ones... Fire

4) Planet?
Mars

+Showing the Love

1) Do you draw your character?
lol all the time

2) Do you write about him/her?
lol all the time

3) Do you use him/her in any rpgs?
ALL THE DAMN TIME

4) What other ways have you appreciated your OC?
I'm working on a graphic novel based of Zill's life

+RANDOMIZE!

1) Is your character wanted for anything?
There are people out there who want to harbor and use her powers for the worst. But Anjah's not gonna let them
And every time she kills someone, theres rarely evidence... Or just, no one finds out

2) What are three weaknesses in him/her?
1. Her friends and loved ones
2. Her temper [it can get out of hand, and sometimes be used against her]
3. Shes too forgiving

3) Strengths?
1. Her poison claws and acid filled mouth
2. Her hearing and good eye sight
3. She stealthy and very swift in the air, slender and able to move and dodge quickly
4. She can have the ability of any animal or creature because she has the power to turn into any one of them
5. Immunity to radiation, nuclear wastes, acids, toxins, ect

4) Does your OC drink or smoke (ect.)?
She drinks sometimes lol

5) What's one quirk about your him/her?
She claws are sort of poison... They cant kill but is the scratch isn't cleaned in time or properly, they can cause a nasty and potentially deadly infection. This is due to the fact that when she licks her claws, the acid drys on them and makes a sort of poison.

6) Does your character have any phobias?
Spiders lol
And also a great fear of losing her friends and loved ones

7) What could you do to get him/her into a blind rage?
It's very simple... Just attack the ones that mean the most to her and she'll go into blind rage to try and protect them... The only down fall of that is in blind rage she has no idea who is who and may hurt the ones she's trying to protect.
Lying to her and deceiving her also pisses her off quite a bit as well.


8) Does your OC like chickens?
YEAH

+The Final Question

What would you consider your relationship with your character to be like?
Very very close... We're a like in almost every way. If she were to become part of my world, we'd be like... 2 peas in a pod LMAO -shot-

I tag >:3</sup>

<sup>DA is pissing me off...
I wanted to submit a .GIF file picture but it keeps saying:
You can not upload a .GIF file to that category!

OVER AND OVER AND OVER!!!
No matter what category I try to put it in, it says the same thing. So, I went to the #Help chatroom... AND NONE OF THE FUCKING HELPER PEOPLE WERE EVEN THERE! And I waited forever, mind you
And I even went to a different help place, but no one answered me... So I'm officially pissed off right now...
Do any of you know the category I can submit a .GIF picture to? Please, I need your help.

btw: For now I have the picture in my scraps... [that NOT were I want it to be either]
[link]

Please give it a look. Seeing as it's not in my actual gallery atm, I gotta TELL you where it is


and in order to see a full view you have to download it</sup>