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Thu Jan 29, 2009, 5:56 PM
  • Mood: High
PostModernAge

-Frankly I r coming back

Sun Jan 25, 2009, 3:33 PM
  • Mood: High
Frankly, I'm tired of all this shit.
I don't have a great tolerance for stuff like this.

There's something wrong, you all know that.
I'm not well, you all know that.
Emotionally I'm just breaking down, you all know this!
Or at least most of you do.

Well I'm tired of it. I want to move on with my life!
And I think the first step to doing this would be by going on with what I usually do, as well as some extra stuff.
Exams just ended, so that means it's START OVER TIME
~2nd Semester..! :music:

I'm gonna try to stop moping around like I've been doing, get over myself, and continue on with my life. I want to be happy, but no one else can do this for me. Only I can allow it to happen and actually make it happen.

SO, I'm going to make my new account ASAP. Help me think of a new user name!
So far I was thinking about RemitWeirdness, but I still want other peoples opinions. Please don't suggest something that's already taken. And I'm looking for fun unique WEIRDNESS. k.

Also, I'm going to start going to Anime Club on Wednesdays after school. And I'm going to try out for the upcoming school Musical. AND when track starts up, I'm trying out for tat too. Yay me.
e_e' fuck yes, you want to eat me...

-on my return

Mon Jan 19, 2009, 6:19 PM
  • Mood: Angsty
i'll be moving accounts.

is this a magical sign that Zilli has returned 8D ..?
no. k but i'm working on it.


New Account: Not yet named
Last Note: "-When the sun returns..."

:.When Time Repeats Itself -GONE

Mon Dec 29, 2008, 3:51 PM
  • Mood: Suffering
  • Listening to: everythings painful
  • Reading: nothing
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: nothing
It's all caught up to me again... Tomorrows yesterday all over.
You ever feel like life wasn't meant to be good? For some people at least?
But yes, things have happened... By my own doing, I've lost someone very close to me. But I can't and won't turn back. Which my make you wonder why I'm so sick about it... - Well, none of you will ever understand. I've already tried explaining to some people.

Too much pain and frustration for one person. Life isn't good enough to be worth it!
But whatever.

the end result- I'M GONE: For a while... I'll come back eventually, though on my own terms. I'm sorry to all those I have role play's, trades, or requests with. I have it all written down, so I wont forget.

-any questions and concerns, just note me. I may check in when I get the chances, if feel like it.
I'll only tell friends whats going on though.

until next time~ Zilli

:.Now and Later

Thu Dec 25, 2008, 10:30 AM
  • Mood: Longing

Merry Christmas everyone, and have a happy New Year!
I'm working on my 'To Do List'
Please be patient, im busy busy busy


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I've got a few animes I want to watch. Yes I love anime and stuffs xD
And yes, I think ALOT of animes are really good.
Those of you who hate anime are just haters because so many n00ds obsess over this shit. Get over yourselves xD
I'm sure if you took the time to ignore obsessers, you'd find quite a few animes you like.

Currantly watching:
1. Paradise Kiss: I'm loving it so far.
2. Hellsing: The OVA episodes. Based off the Manga

Halted, but will continue watching another time:
1. Ginga Densetsu Weed: It's not on the site I watch my anime on yet, and I don't wanna watch on youtube. I don't like it as much as the
2. Bleach
3. Death Note: I'm sorta tired of everyone obsessing over it... It's worse then Naruto Tards I think. But that wont stop me from watching the rest of it.

Going to watch:
Whatever my bf says is a good anime, and random ones of my choice.

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I gave out 3 free gift requests! They arn't going to be anything big, just a colored sketch of your desired character
Takers
1. :iconcorymorbid: DONE
2. :iconthe-blue-cat: Working on it
3. :iconaraktugage:

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&: NOMNOMNOM
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#APCxForgotten
it might take me a while to see you, but I will.
pay a visit sometime

PLEASE, tab my username if im not replying! That way if I'm not there you'll get my auto away message. And if i am, i'll see you

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::UPDATES

TRADES: Closed
REQUESTS: For good friends, just maybe
Commissions: Closed

It may take a little time. I have other things to do and even my own art so please be patient.

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::THE LIST
My computers working now so I should be able to get these done.

For myself:
+Come up with designs for Anjah and Zilli's kids:
-Vladimir :star::star-empty::star-empty:
-Epic :star::star-empty::star-empty:

+Come up with designs for Zyshros pups...
Pup from Tak: :star::star-empty::star-empty:
Future pup from Enlil: :star::star-empty::star-empty:
Pups from Unknown female: :star::star-empty::star-empty:

+Ref sheet for Zilli:
:star::star-empty::star-empty:

+Finish currant picture... Its a surprise
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in no order! I think I forgot some people. If I did, please let me know

iconKarsonx: Her character Xul: :star-empty::star-empty::star-empty:

:icongweakles:Trade with Gweak, of Gweak: :star::star-empty::star-empty:

:iconcorymorbid: Ref Sheet of Anjah: :star::star::star-half:

:iconxenonith: My half of the trade [of Xenonith] :star::star-empty::star-empty:

:iconviterai: Pixeled picture of Jimi[classic-rock]: :star::star-half::star-empty:

:iconkageh: Sketch of her fursona: :star-empty::star-empty::star-empty:

:icongingitsune-chan: Sketch of demon wolf :star-empty::star-empty::star-empty:

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::MY BUDDERS

My Love:
:iconcorymorbid:

Siblings:
:iconkonamii:


Close Friends, IN NO ORDER:
:iconcorymorbid::iconmuffinonie::iconviterai::iconkekira::icontheassassinscreed:
:iconkonamii::iconkageh::iconenvyhurts::iconike-the-canadian:
:icontheghostdragon::iconxenonith::iconhonoutenshi::iconblazer-flamewing::iconshinerai:
:iconvoodoorabbit::iconideal-vaccination::iconthe-blue-cat::iconopheliac-attack:

Fav Artists:
:iconnizira-hathor::iconshinerai::iconjennadelle:

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::Notices
Requests and Trades may take time. If Ive forgotten about yours[if its not on my list] please feel free to let me know.
And if your a 'friend' and have a b-day coming up let me know and I just might hand out a request. But not always because sometimes I'm too busy :c
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::Yeaaaah

noooot sure

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