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Life.Is.Like.A.Head-Phone.Cord

Journal Entry: Sat May 3, 2008, 6:41 PM
Pay me a visit sometime! Though I'm kinda grounded atm, so it might be hard to catch me. I'll still be around, more often on week-ends then week-days
#APCxForgotten

Oh and check out
#KiyirasLair
and look into my friends place too. She wont be on for a while, but still check it out

My crazy emotions week has ended, but I'm still not fine. I have way too much on my mind. I'm like happy one moment and the next I start to wish something bad would actually happen to me and I'd get shot and the damn face... and die on the spot > >
Life just tick me off. Why does it all have to be so damn difficult. It's like my ear phones when the cord gets tangled... I hate the too lol
I still feel like I'm upsetting and disappointed too many people. The people I care about. And it makes me really sad when I think about it. So, I just try not to. I've actually been trying to think positively lately... But it's really hard when everyone around me isn't.

And you know... Its a pain in the ass trying to be happy when everyone around you is sad and/or uptight! That pissed the shit out of me, and I'm sick and tired of people trying to make me be happy when they aren't themselves. How can they tell me to be, when they aren't!?
-sigh-

Read this: Oh, and I'm really sorry to all of you. I haven't really been submitting art lately. That's because my computer is sick... And every time I open Adobe or something to draw my computer cuts itself off and I loose all my progress. And if your an artist, you know as well as I its literally imposable to draw the same thing twice perfectly without tracing or something.
So I have to get my computer fixed before I can draw anything.
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::UPDATES
All is closed until my computer is fixed and I finish some of the stuff I have to do currently.

TRADES: Closed
REQUESTS: Closed
Commissions: Closed

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::TO DO LIST
On hold due to my computer not being able to work properly

1. Gift: Design and make Corymorbid a Ref Sheet -Im gonna start it soon
2. Trade with HonouTenshi: Picture of she and Blazer-Flamewing's characters together
3. Paid Request: Picture of TheAssassinsCreed's character Xamiin in anthro
4 Trade: A picture of Kageh's character in Dragon form
5. Trade: A picture of Viterai's character and mine -working on it
6. Trade: A picture of my sister Konamii's fursona

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::MY HOMMIES

Sister:
:iconkonamii:

Brother:
:icon666villevalo666:


Buddies, IN NO ORDER:
:iconcorymorbid::iconmuffinonie::iconviterai::iconkekira::icontheassassinscreed:
:iconkonamii::iconhonoutenshi::iconblazer-flamewing::icon666villevalo666::iconnichal:
:iconkageh::iconsenaru::iconshinerai::icontheghostdragon::iconteaofmilniumdragon:
:iconsarahddl::iconenvyhurts::iconcrazy-dragon::iconthebigred:
note: If I forgot you, I am very sorry! Please let me know

Fav Artists:
:iconzilowar::iconshinerai::iconhellcorpceo::iconjennadelle::iconcrazymonster:

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::WHATEVER CRAP

This or that

fast or slow: fast
night or day: night
black or white: black
plain or flavored: flavored
quiet or loud: sometimes I like loud and others quiet
dogs or cats: dogs, but I still like cats
mice or rats: I like rats better. I wouldnt want them infesting my home, but I wouldnt mind having one as a pet
automatic car or stick-shift car: stick-shift... they are loud and go fast 8D <--- speed runs in my family blood lol. Even my grandma likes to speed
alone or companied: depends on what you mean by alone. I never want to be 'alone' but I like to have alone time. I'm sure you know the difference Im talking about. And other times I like to have people around
life or death: not answering
lie to make someone feel better or be honest even though it hurts: depends. If the lie is something LITTLE and if it'll make the person feel better I will. But other then then I try to always be as honest as I can
Apple or Sony: I dono... I like apple I-pods
lust or love: love and romance


lmao... and speaking of romance...
Every one in my family thinks I'm a sucker for romance...
> > omg it's true... I love it

lol RANDOM. Just thought I'd put that out there


  • Mood: Distressed
  • Listening to: Ready set go - Tokio Hotel
  • Reading: The Sight
  • Drinking: Monster

Devious Comments

love 1 1 joy 0 0 wow 0 0 mad 0 0 sad 0 0 fear 0 0 neutral 0 0

~Kekira:iconKekira: May 3, 2008, 7:40:16 PM
:hug: I know how you feel, I'm just so stressed out. So much going on right now, it's ridiculous. I need to work on my time management skills. lol But if you need someone to talk to you know I'll listen and here you out. Let's try to cheer up together m'kay? :glomp:

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It's better to be unique and different than to follow the crowd or usual.
~konamii:iconkonamii: May 5, 2008, 4:37:20 PM
:hug: well just to tell you i wish you would be happy (and i'm not being a hipocrat when i say this) but if you don't want to i don't want to pressure you to be... :heart: love you sister

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Bright Eyes
burning like fire
Bright Eyes
how could you close and fail?
How could a light that burns so brightly suddenly burn so pale?
Bright Eyes
~ZillionLivesOn:iconZillionLivesOn: May 5, 2008, 5:16:22 PM
-huggles you- Im feeling a lot better atm! I'm excited about your b-day party 8D
Can't wait to see you there
~konamii:iconkonamii: May 7, 2008, 3:53:45 PM
8D nor can i wait... XD but huess what my friend got meh for my birthday (my friend joy)

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Bright Eyes
burning like fire
Bright Eyes
how could you close and fail?
How could a light that burns so brightly suddenly burn so pale?
Bright Eyes
~konamii:iconkonamii: May 7, 2008, 8:07:23 PM
a condum XD and ACCUAL comdum XDDDD buit i threw it away becasue if my mom caught be with that D8 i don't want to know what would happen :fear:

--
Bright Eyes
burning like fire
Bright Eyes
how could you close and fail?
How could a light that burns so brightly suddenly burn so pale?
Bright Eyes
~corymorbid:iconcorymorbid: May 9, 2008, 9:57:38 PM Mood: Longing
i hope you feel better. and your cold better be gone or im gonna kill it on monday lol. and i am sorry, alot of the stress has to do with me doesnt it? i feel bad. i didnt get your sister a b-day present...i gotta get her something, itll prolly be small atm because im on a tight budget. but ill try. love yous lots :hug:
~ZillionLivesOn:iconZillionLivesOn: 6 days 9 hours ago
Im doing ok atm, my cold seems to be gone. Either that or it's just hiding lol. Oh, and dont worry about that either, every things fine, half-way ok :cling: